Alex, Clive, Mog et al...
I hear ya and I understand what you are all saying. Went through similar problems when I first joined WSL as Mog will testify. I'm acutely aware of spoiling the race for anyone, particularly so early on in the race.
I didn't get any practice for last night's event so I was feeling pretty good with my practice race pace and, quite frankly, bloody brilliant about my quali effort. I even moved up a couple of places off the line. The Fezza felt good early on and then the world fell out of my (not so soggy) bottom near the end of Lap 1 when A N Other tried a daft move (practically on the grass) and bumped me into Postal and that was it, all confidence gone, feeling like the bad guy and losing loads of places whilst I waited and from then on everything goes downhill.
I'll persevere I guess.
@Alex: Can't agree more. As you say, as in real racing you need to give people some room but surely that applies to everyone and I was given no room, in a proper tight spot in the first incident.
@Clive: The bust wheel is a Thrustmaster F1, it's actually the pedals that are knackered but it's a rubbish affair anyway. To be honest I'd rather wait until I get the cash together to invest in a new setup rather than going down the 2nd hand route. I know I'll never be as quick with the pad BUT I consider myself pretty quick relatively and it's served me well over the years. (I'm so tuned in to the 275 S with it, 100's of laps at Solitude) I really do appreciate the sentiment and suggestions though
@Mog: You know me better than anyone else here and I think you know that once I get over the initial despondency I'll be ok
See you Tuesday squire @ Laguna
It's 5:00 am in deepest darkest Lancashire now and I got to get ready for another day at the hands of Jag and ZF.